I was originally going to start out this post with bitching and complaining. But I will spare you all of the whine-fest it would have been. I had my melt down, sobbed my heart out, everyone hates me tirade the other day in the midst of loved ones so I’ll just leave it lie there.
Instead I will tell you that I’m sorry for neglecting this space. That I haven’t posted, read posts, or commented much if at all. I was no better with my original blog over on blogger. I stopped posting there in August, stopped reading blogs I followed somewhere around September I think.
I was really starting to feel invisible and as the year approached its end, I let myself fall into the well of sadness of lost loved ones and the feeling being insignificant to my children. I looked back at this year and realized I didn’t even know what my word or words for 2014 were. At this I knew, I didn’t fulfill them not even close and I was WAY off track of where I want to be in my life.
While reading a friend’s Facebook post about her word for 2015 and how things culminated for her in 2014, a word popped in my head for me. I wasn’t quite ready for it, so I pushed it to the back burner. But since that day I’ve had a number of things come across me that pointed back to that word. I going to assume the Universe is trying to tell me something, so therefore even if reluctantly at first I am giving into this word.
The word is RECLAIM.
- I RECLAIM MYSELF
- I RECLAIM MY DREAMS
- I RECLAIM MY DESIRES
- I RECLAIM MY LIFE
- I RECLAIM MY DESTINY
- I RECLAIM WHAT IS MINE
- I RECLAIM WHAT IS LOST
And I reclaim my blog space. I hope that in the coming year I will post more regularly. I plan to keep up better with the blogs I follow.
My song for 2015 is “TRY” by P!nk. Because all I can do is try to be a better person, try to be healthier, try to live my word.
I wish you all a Happy and Safe New Year! I wish you all peace, love, joy, happiness, prosperity, and good health!
The Forgotten Muse 