May 5

I’m still at a loss for words.  I’ve been trying to cope with some shit here lately and it’s triggering all sorts of fun (NOT!) stuff.  I originally was thinking it was my accident prone day, but now I’m realizing it’s that plus some other stuff.

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I will just leave it at this.  I’ll save the other quote for another day.  But this about sums it up for me, Only I am stuck in the loop of  relieving my mistakes.  And Holy FUCK! have I made a lot of them.  I have used some not so sound judgement all too often.  To the point of asking myself what the fuck were you even thinking when you did that.

Some of the shit is more on repeat than others, but the vicious loop just keeps going round and round, reminding me just how much I have screwed shit up.  I can’t find my way to the let it go and move on part.  But maybe some day.

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2 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Rainy Days and Fundays
    May 06, 2018 @ 17:37:42

    It’s not at all funny, but sounds so much like me on any given day that I had to laugh. Just breathe and remember every mistake is a lesson. Be good to you. x

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